5.07.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 7 ♥ 0 7 ♥ Dies Apollo; Myth of Muslim Feminism

Miss Theresa Corbin of CNN fails to either believe in promoting equity between gender social roles and justice, or she fails to actually be a practicing Muslim of Islam.  I say this because anyone who knows anything about the Muslim's bible knows the two fail to be compatible in a myriad of ways.  Essentially Muslims treat women as cattle, cows to be owned, used, and traded for whatever reason they wish.

I find it humorous the CNN believes that their failure to allow commenting on articles on their website 'prevents' anything.  It only drives more of their would be audience away.  Statists ARE mentally ill though so maybe this failure is a part of their psychosis.

3.15.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 4 ♥ 1 1 ♥ Dies Sol: It's Solar Variation, Retards...

http://www.skepticalscience.com/solar-activity-sunspots-global-warming.htm
http://www.wunderground.com/climate/facts.asp

I find it ironic how this groups are only skeptical towards proof that violates in what they believe.  Climate Change/Global Warming believers are eager to believe others are cherry picking data because their follow acolytes have been proven to cherry pick data and promote biased readings since the beginning.

So they cherry pick more biased readings to imply that the Sun is getting colder, instead of becoming more luminous such as it is.

http://blog.heartland.org/2014/03/its-the-sun-stupid/ ~ Edmond Contoski
http://www.newsmax.com/Newsfront/scientists-Milankovitch-cycles-orbit-variations/2015/03/11/id/629605/

There are others reports both scholarly and news related that the acolytes sifted through, and they picked this one.

It's the Sun, Stupid. ~ Willie Soon, Ph.D.

Maybe they took the title personally... they are mentally ill afterall.  Yes I 'should' know who is by sight alone. :)  Please understand that Statism comes from #DistrictofColumbia and exists in both pseudo fake parties. {Democrat [1][2] & Republicrat [1][2]}

{Statism ~ The belief that government has the noble and just authority to do that which would be criminal if done by an individual. The belief that the right man holding life-or-death power over your neighbors will fix everything, whether your neighbor likes it or not. The belief that an expropriating property protector is not a contradiction in terms. The belief that making people buy goods and services they do not want or need, did not ask for, and have even actively objected to, is morally acceptable. The belief that people in the right costumes are above the law, and empowered to create laws to govern other people, while arguing that everyone is equal under the law.}

All the Climate Change/Global Warming acolytes have to answer to this is to cherry pick one major study and then employ impropriety based on who funded the research.  They use degrading, false, slanderous insults instead of actual proof that any impropriety actually occurred.

As I said, the acolytes are merely reflecting their own lack of morals or ethics on everyone else.  Apparently it is inconceivable to them that someone may actually have a backbone and tell a sponsor to go pound sand.

However, I pray that these pseudo-religious acolytes continue with this elementary sandbox mentality.  Those who are without the mental dis-ease of statism are the opposite of impressed.

3.11.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 4 ♥ 1 1 ♥ Dies Wodens ~ Do You Remember The Time When...

In early 1993 before I began my senior year in high school an old friend of mine and I played around with a +Ouija Boards my family had at that time.  I mean come on, what suburban #American household does not have a #Ouija #Board as a game to play.?.

Anyhow, at the time I was obsessive compulsive over mainly two girls that attended high school with me.  A couple years ago I discovered that at least one of them is still deathly afraid of me.  I find that rather ironic and laugh, considering how positive minded I am and having found who I believe will be my first #wife.  So I simply say a small prayer to the #Goddess to #bless them and move on.  I mean, actually inspiring fearangerhate, or any other #Dark #Side emotion is abundantly the exact opposite of what I ever wanted.

Now that I am a much happier person, being in love with Taylor Swift has allowed me to learn the difference between being in loveand obsession.  The latter is an exceptionally selfish and self-centered state of mind that only exists in mentally dis-eased minds.

A few of those who have chosen to read earlier submissions of mine to this personal journal of mine, may not realize that I am far from O.C.D. about Taylor Swift.

After two decades I consider the high school subjects have, such belief is rigidly set in their minds.  Even if they allowed me to address the fear when they first created it, I doubt I would have got anywhere.  They do not see that I am abundantly sane;  Instead of seeing that I am just different from the average normal person.

I did try to say this to one but as I said, her response was to put me on ignore.  Who knows maybe Tay Tay has done something similar with me.  However, I suspect she wrote a song about me… not one especially favorable with what I want so not exactly something I would specifically ‘hope’ for.  The song does send the message that she continues to view me favorably though so it is kinda #positive overall in a way.

Yet, a publically released song with lyrics that fail to mention my name or any particular detail of my life that I make abundantly public on purpose;  Does not equal a justifiable reason to try to find a way to contact her privately.  I mean, from past experience I have established a clear protocol with girls I am interested in.

I pray to the Goddess:  That if the woman fails to be the Ideal Wife of My Dreams, then please absolutely, abundantly, and indomitably help me move on.  And that worked flawlessly until Tay Tay.

Then I added a second part: Please also help illuminate to me who is the Ideal Wife of My Dreams.  I was tired of being wrong repeatedly.  That method worked flawlessly until #Taylor #Swift was illuminated to me.  I have admitted to myself and Higher Self that I will avoid ever repeated any life-lesson such as this one in any future life.

Recovering, growing, and advancing my own dis-eased mind out of its mental illness and into the positive Light Side while being separated from the Ideal Wife of My Dreams.  The preternatural stress in the unequal disparity makes recovery extremely difficult.  I have done all that I know how to, and more, to reduce the stress but it’s like taking cold medicine… it fails to ‘cure’ the problem.

I am abundantly grateful to my spirit guides and Guardian Angels and ArchAngel Michael for indomitably continuing to help me overcome all obstacles.

Due to Tay Tay’s response of silence through the #Prime #Material, I continue to daily pray for the Goddess to help me move on and illuminate to me who is the Ideal Wife of My Dreams.  I have mentioned the actual words of this dream in earlier posts.  Thus egos may be confused, thus I remind them that I refuse to cast any spell on Tay Tay by praying that the Goddess does anything to her #materia.

Her Higher Self would have to agree of course but that fails to mean the mental onion of her ego also agrees.  Therefore I initially pray for the Goddess to absolutely, abundantly, and indomitably help the Ideal Wife of My Dreams sweep me off my feet and elope with me, as I am the Ideal Husband of Her Dreams.

Due to spells cast on myself and altering my own #materia, I do believe I have communicated with Tay Tay’s #Higher #Self, but I think that I have not communicated with her ego spiritually… primarily because of her continued silence.



So back to the to the 1993 Ouija Board prediction in 1993.  My very old friend from High School reminded me that the spirits telegraphying through the game board specifically named Taylor Swift as an Ideal Wife of My Dreams.  As I said I was O.C.D. about a cheerleader named Shelby McBride and I had the horrible assumption that Taylor was a guy’s name, thus I virtually wiped the memory from my corporeal consciousness.  Only my old Friend’s memory helped me remember this.

In 1993, as a foolish and ignorant teenage male, I thought that Swift was also a very weird last name.  Therefore I thought that if the Ouija Board did work, the spirits was fooling with me.  If it was just the inner core of the mental onion of my ego such as the statists want to believe, then I was at a complete loss of how to interpret it.

There is also what I believe is a baby picture of Taylor Swift that I drew in charcoal when I was an 8th Grade student attending an art class at #Orofino #Middle #School of #Idaho.  I mean it is a cute baby picture but it is a freehand drawing of a baby picture and so I think it fails to exactly be credible proof to anyone other than herself, me, and maybe family… family includes close best friends.

In the interest of transparency, I do wonder if this particular post is just another excuse to write about Tay Tay and myself.  If it is then I am ok with that.  I pray that through this journal the Goddess absolutely, abundantly, and indomitably helps the Ideal Wife of My Dreams choose to sweep me off my feet and elope with me;  As I am the Ideal Husband of Her Dreams.

Yes I did have to reword and rewrite that spell to be without any mention of a specific name.  The Goddess helps me be eternally mindfully vigilant with myself and my choices.

I do also pray daily that my Higher Self disanimates this body for me.  I have sincerely repented for all of what I perceive are sins, and so I am without any fear or doubt what will be my karmic balance.  Most importantly now that my recovery life cycle is complete I feel an absolute and indomitable void of any want to continue with my life-purpose WITHOUT the Ideal Wife of My Dreams.

I know this means my mental onion of my ego will simply be mirrored into a fresh life, with the same life-purpose.  However, I know we choose everything about any lifetime we live.  We choose everything about history, birth, and until death, which we also choose.

Of course, my ego will have to wait until the Ideal Wife of My Dreams is done with her lifetime but I am great with that.  I have lived without her for forty years and I can say with absolute sincerity and great feeling that I will avoid ever doing that again.

Earlier posts have conveyed this idea in a different way.  Hopefully this will convince anyone else who is concerned about my mental health.  Going against my Higher Self and committing suicide harms our very soul… So why do it?  My Higher Self is my personality, ideals, morals, and ethics so something about seeing this lifetime from the Spiritual Plane has changed my mind before… or the Higher Self of someone else has promised something and failed to deliver.


Thus I have prayed to the Goddess to sever all ties between me and all other souls connected to my own for this particular lifetime, Prime Material.  Actually ‘performing’ what was promised is the only act that I wish will keep my heart beating beyond this point.

I abhor the idea of hurting Tay Tay in any way shape or form.  However, why should she care what happens to me since she obviously does not choose me to be the Ideal Husband of Her Dreams... Right?

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 4 ♥ 1 1 ♥ Dies Wodens ~ Senator's Rightfully Undermining Soetoro

+Barack Obama and +White House, and even +Hillary Clinton recently, displayed abundantly displayed absolute ignorance of united states law.  Therefore, #Senator #Tom #Cotton's {@SenTomCotton}, with the support of almost fifty senators and presidential candidates should be indomitably helpful to the @WhiteHouse.

#Secretary of #State #John #Kerry sounded like #PotUS #Barry #Soetoro's secret homosexual lover recently.  His intimate love enticing him to forget that during the #Iran {again} #Contras, and while a #US #Senator, @DeptState @JohnKerry actually did #commit #treason by visiting #communist dictator #Daniel #Ortega against #President #Ronald Reagan's wishes. [1]

A more recent example of a secret lovers of #Democrats'-religious-#messiah's outing themselves. By giving aid and comfort to enemies of the #United States is #statist #Senator +Nancy Pelosi.  In #2007 she decided to undermine #PotUS +George W Bush by personally giving aid and comfort with #Syria's Muslim dictator #Bashar #Hafez #AlAssad during the second war with #Iraq's dictator #Saddam #Hussein.[1].

Then #Syria openly declared their support for the Iraqi dictator and gave him supplies and military troops.  The #CIA under #Barry's administration found #Syria to be where Saddam hid his #Weapons of #Mass #Destruction, in that they used said #WMD's against their own citizens during their civil war that began March 15th, 2015.  At that time all PotUS Barry did was decide to deliberately put our troops in harms  in that civil war fighting for the beginning formation of I.S.I.S. And I.S.I.L.

In fact POTUS Barry and the PotUS George W Bush, literally created I.S.I.S./I.S.I.L. by forcing Iraq to release the psychopathic mentally ill murdering leader of I.S.I.S./I.S.I.L. from an #Iraqi #prison.. However, that by far fails to be the only time PotUS Barry has committed treason by literally giving national enemies supplies and military troops.  The #DistrictofColumbia and the religious Statist movement within the Democrat Party will never willingly hold a trial against Barry because the are #Pragmatic #Bureaucrat statists who love how much the religious movement is growing the size of DistrictofColumbia's POWER.  They know that the abundantly successful theoretical impeachment of PotUS Barry would be a field day for the classically liberal minded congressmen.

Such a successful theoretical impeachment of PotUS Barry would give classical liberalism tremendous popularity as it becomes more familiar to American #citizens.

In the past a total of SEVEN [1] #neoliberals of the Democrat Party have violated #US #Law and actually committed treason by #personally visiting enemy dictators WITHIN their own boarders.  When anyone objects their regular propaganda outlets spout off why the acts of treason from their precious Senators are protected by our Divine Rights specifically those acknowledged in the US #Constitution.

Therefore, NO...   US Court Precedence abundantly absorbs Senator Cotton's,
and almost fifty other Senators', act of sending an letter defining US Law to the leaders of Iran as abundantly legal by statists' own congressional sycophants.

2.27.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 3 ♥ 1 8 ♥ Dies Ma

Islamic 'peace'

I have one thing to say to any Muslim who fails to publically announce that is morally and ethically wrong...

Bring it here, you sand parasites;  Where we can and will defend ourselves.  Instead of some place else that depends on the morally and ethically corrupt State to defend them.

Of course Muslims will never do that cause they are a bunch of racist, misogynistic, hateful, and mentally ill cowards... very similar to any other statist, such as is pointed out many times by Winston Churchill.

2.24.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 3 ♥ 1 4 ♥ Dies Tyr

About nine years ago I knew this guy Mr. Allen.  He found a girl and discovered sex, and subsequently forgot about the people who thought they were good friends of his.  Obviously that was wrong, and I decided at that moment to cut any link there may have been with someone such as that.  I mean, someone who is so fickle that they toss and turn towards whatever direction the winds blow.

I thought about Mr. Allen a bit ago and I realized that in many ways I failed to be much better of a friend in general.  I was clinically and suicidally depressed and that is a very selfish state of being.  I think, the most such people are capable of is casual acquaintances.

After several years I dug myself out of that hell but I maintain my original decision was the correct one.  It just took me that long to realize that at the time, I was the same;  Yet it is difficult to sever yourself out of your own life.

Anyhow, Mr. Allen's relationship with the girl progressed and they ended up getting married.  At that time he subsequently remembered he had friends in the past and invited them to the wedding.  I refused to attend, and apparently that upset him.  I was happy it upset him...  I had yet to figure out it is better to transcend Dark Side emotions, even if they bring momentary happiness.

About a year later is when some other people Mr. & Mrs. Hale, who I also mistakenly thought were friends.  However, the clarification that I was mistaken failed to be precipitated by me, this time.  Anyhow at the time I thought they were great and they told me Mr. Allen was upset and holding a grudge.

I said that was awesome that Mr. Allen just figured out, he failed to have me as a friend.  Of course, I imagine he still thinks I am the one that severed that relationship for some reason he fails to understand.  Or maybe he thinks he does understand it.  However, I doubt he actually acknowledges that he is the one who annulled the potential friendship two years previously.  Sapients, myself included, preternaturally favor avoiding accepting responsibility.  It takes real effort to force yourself to consider it.

The reason I refer to these friendships as fictitious or illusionary is because I believe true friendship is eternal and transcends time and place.  A 'true' friend refuses to forget about you just because they are preoccupied or fixated on another person or something else.

Still, I have grown to the point of wishing many blessing from the Goddess upon Mr. & Mrs. Allen.  Actual friendship with them is impossible.  Prior history has already shown our Higher Selfs are too dissimilar.  However, I understand why he chose to ignore me and everyone previously in his life and I see it as a good thing for him.

I mean, when a sapient who is very depressed digs themselves out of the Hell they put themselves in, most of their life drastically changes.  That includes many relationships that were thought to be friends are reveled as casual an acquaintance.  The clarification is typically made by said link being severed by one or both parties.

Unconsciously those left behind are choosing to remain in their own individual Hell instead of following the other up into the Light Side.  I was extremely upset when that happened to me.  I truly wish   was the one to give me a 'reason' to elevate myself;  Unfortunately I continue to be alone and praying for death.

Actual suicide fails to be acceptable.  I mean that our Higher Self 'chooses' how we end our lives ninety-nine percent of the time.  The one percent is typically a few of those who die during great catastrophes, and chains of chaotic and random events.

Continuing my current life cycle fails to be a want of mine.  I have learned everything there is to learn from my current and previous life cycles.  I know this without doubt because I ask the Goddess daily to help me learn whatever else there is to learn.  Thus lack of change means I am at a crossroads of my life.

The only possible reason I could be convinced to continue beating my heart is sharing the future of this life, and creating a family, with the ideal wife of my dreams.  Whom the Goddess still insists is Tay Tay.  I have prayed, begged, pleaded for the Divine to help me get past whatever this black is;  To severe all obstacles that refuse to be converted. thrope, changed into being harmonically sympathetic to this goal.

I also ask for the Force to severe all fear, doubt, loss, and the Dark Side in general from my Mir'Ka'Ba. {myself and my reality}  To help me know with abundant certainty what it is that I want...  In other words, I ask to be corrected if I am mistaken.  I focus and embrace my sincerity in wanting to be steered beautifully by the Goddess.

Therefore, I think I have all my bases covered on questioning the rightness of my state of being.  Most things the Goddess immediately and abundantly provides.  Apparently the one thing She wills me to suffer with is this hollow pain in my psyche and my life.  That is in addition to the continued materia pain of severe Rhuematoid and Psoriatic Arthritis.

Even with the Light Side there is one person that I wish could feel all the suffering they have caused and that is PotUS Barry Soetoro.  He calls himself Barack Obama, a Muslim name, though he claims he is a christian in good standing.  Despite giving aid and comfort to sworn enemies of the United States.

I wish Barry could feel the suffering now, because that is actually a favor to him.  Everyone deserves a chance to redeem themselves.  Thus I wish him a long and prosperous life... just without being PotUS because he has proven himself incompetent as well as malevolent.  If he feels the pain now, maybe it would be enough to free him of his mental illness.

However, when Barry decides to die he will literally feel all of the pain, suffering, and misery he has directly caused.  That is why he will put himself in his own personal Hell, just as everyone who is damned does.  The Goddess, nor any other entity, sits in judgement upon anyone else spiritually.  We judge ourselves after all the trappings of the Prime Material {reality} is stripped from us.

2.04.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 1 5 ♥ Dies Woden; Rewrite of Lyrics to Taylor Swift's Song "Should've Said No"

This is a rewrite of +Taylor Swift/+Taylor Alison Swift/+TaylorSwift13's song "Should've Said No".

"I'M SAYING YES"


{TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT:}

It's strange to think the songs we now sing,
The smiles, the flowers, everything is light,
Yesterday I found out about you,
Even now just looking at you feels right.

I said that I'd give it all, if given one chance,
It was a moment of strength and I'm saying, "Yes."


[CHORUS:]

I'm saying "Yes", I'm coming to my homie,
I have thought trice 'fore in, I let it all come,
I've never known that word, with what others done with me,
Get back to you [get back to you],
And you've always been there in the back of my mind,
I'll be without ever asking myself, "Why?",
I will be without you begging for forgiveness at my feet,
I am saying "Yes", baby, and you now have me.

You can see that I've been crying,
Baby, you know all the right things to say,
And I honestly believe that you know me,
How could this ever happen to me?

I love sharing the future with you, if given one chance,
You are my Achilles Heel and I'm saying, "Yes."


[CHORUS:]

I must ask,
Before I come, tell me this,
Did it deserve this,?,
I am worth this?

Yes… yes, yes, yes…

[CHORUS:]



I've been praying for about eight years now.  I am harmonious and tranquil with either answer, thus each day that passes I am more assured that the Goddess is acknowledging that I am right


Thus I am at a loss for how to live a life when your intended is apparently choosing a different course than the one our higher self agreed too.  I mean, we have free will for this very reason;  That is to choose a 'different' course…


Yet the only future I want is with her.  So why does my superego insist on attaching my ego to this body?…  I mean Tay Tay instead of just the image she portrays.  However true it is, I know there is more.  I want to learn what is that 'more'.

2.03.2015

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 0 2 ♥ 1 4 ♥ Dies Tyr; Lyrics to Taylor Swift's "Last Time" on Her Red Album


{TAYLOR SWIFT:}
I find myself at your door,
Just like all those times before,
I'm not sure how I got there,
All roads—they lead me here.
 
I imagine you are home,
In your room, all alone,
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better,

{BOTH:}
and right before your eyes,
I'm breaking, no past
No reasons why,
Just you and me. 

I hope this is the last time I'm asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
I hope this is the last time I tell you why,
With you is the only future that I know as I blink my eye, eye, eye 

{BRENT MICHAEL RYAN:}
I even have a door,
Just like all those times before,
You sing your best apology,
But I was there to watch, before I die, 

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better. 

{BOTH:}
and right before your eyes,
I'm aching, no past
Nowhere to hide,
Just you and me…
I hope this is the last time I'm asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
I hope this is the last time I tell you why,
With you is the only future that I know as I blink my eye, eye, eye…

{BRENT MICHAEL RYAN:}
 I hope this is the last time, I can be told that I'm wrong,
{TAYLOR SWIFT:}
This is the last time I say it's been you all along,
{BRENT MICHAEL RYAN:}
I pray this is the last time, I even have a door,
{TAYLOR SWIFT:}
This is the last time, I won't hurt you anymore.

{BRENT MICHAEL RYAN:} Oh, oh, oh,
This is the last time I'm asking you before I die,
Put my name at the top of your list,
I pray this is the last time I tell you why,
With you is the only future that I know as I blink my eye, eye, eye…

{4X:}
I pray this is the last time I'm asking you,
Last time I'm asking you,
Last time I'm asking you this…


Yes, it is strange dancing a kata alone and without the one my higher self intended.  That is why I pray to the Goddess daily for Her to show me that I am wrong, or Tay Tay to acknowledge what are we