Here is the rekord after the merging.
Here is the rekord before the merging.
Anyone following the first may notice I had thought @YouStillLoveMe was a secondary account for her. I believe the profile photo is of +Taylor Swift and an unpublished photo. Thus when it 'followed' me I thought it was her following me. I was overjoyed, and showed it by @ing both accounts in a tweet.
After following @YouStillLoveMe for a while, I am unsure whether it is really her or not. It could be but I am unsure about its validity. Therefore I stopped, then I decided to forgo Twitter and a new rekord on Google Plus.
Below is the thread. The advantage for both of us is that it is easy to follow and respond too and continue.
I pray to the Goddess constantly to guide my actions to manifest the ideal wife of my dreams. The Goddess perennially refocuses my mind's eye on +Taylor Swift. That is how I justify my belief objectively.
Subjectively I adore, admire, and am in love with her +Taylor Swift's psyche, her music, her voice, her singing, her history, her life. I feel jealous when I hear she is dating someone; However, of course, I pray to the goddess to perpetually sever all fear, doubt, loss, and jealousy from my super ego, and ego. I believe I have gotten rather proficient at expelling the proclivity to obsess over her.
Anyone reading this may think that I am crazy and sometimes I agree. However accepting reasoning that I may be crazy automatically negates the possibility. By definition, the ability to use reason and logic fails crazy people.
Obsession is a singular selfish feeling and perception. I know first hand because I have been obsessed about many things in my life. After three decades I finally found the courage to ask the Goddess to illuminate a path from me out of the Dark Side and into the Light Side.
The Goddess does what we ask of Her. Free will means that She waits for us to actually ask. Her omnipotence, omnipresence, and indivisibility is what drives this process.
The reason I am posting this on my blog is because my blog is my diary, journal, rekord. As a wonderful benefit, this post makes it easier for me to continue the rekord.
I believe could 'email' +Taylor Swift because I think that I do know it; However that would be outrageously counter productive towards what we choose to want. Though I do pray that her ego is not waiting for me to email her privately instead of using this public format to profess my eternal wish to face the future with her.
Something else that I pray the Goddess for is for my death; Unless "my the ideal wife of my dreams sweeps me off my feet and elopes with me". I mean, I refuse to 'stalk' or otherwise actually force myself on +Taylor Swift. Even in the abundantly infinitesimal probability of success I would still loose because that fails to be what I want.
I want exactly what I have said already; To face the future with +Taylor Swift. I abhor the idea of anyone seeing her as a conquest or trophy, let alone myself. I loathe the idea of any way of consciously controlling her.
A skeptic may accuse me of wanting +Taylor Swift's money; Except there are other wealthy single women. So why anyone in my position would focus on a 'celebrity' for their money is unreasonable and illogical. My actual response to that idea is that is the wrong way to approach becoming wealthy.
I mean, wealthy people gain their wealth by spending less than they acquire. I live with my parents and am disabled; And, my doctor has been outrageously uncooperative with communicating with the state regarding my disability. Therefore I have been forced by necessity to find a way to live that helps me the most to choose to be happy.
Being clinically depressed and disabled with Psoriatic Arthritis feeds into each other. Anyone with a chronic pain disease knows what I am talking about. We dislike being active and lack of being active promotes depression. By necessity I have had to find on my own ways to rebuild my self-esteem, confidence, and happiness.
Therefore my perception of money is different than the aggregate of society choose to believe. I believe my way is closer to the truth because it fits better into the Prime Material.
That is that money is like water in that it is fluid and ever changing. It is far from the root of anything let alone, 'Evil'. By the Goddess's will money will be accessible for me to accomplish whatever I truly choose to want. I mean, most of what people think they want is wrong. They think they want it because of a variety of sources except themselves.
For instance, my father thinks owning a dual-wheel 4x4 Dodge Hemi uber pick-up truck makes him a man's man. That is wrong.
Another example of my father is that he bought a chandeler a decade ago to replace one that was broken. He thinks he is the 'man' of the house and the 'man' is handy and fixes what is broken. Yet for a decade he chose to do everything except install the new chandeler. It took one of my mom's best friends coming in to 'install' it, in order to motivate my father.
Yet another example is that we used to own a Camper that fits in the bed of a pick-up. Except for the longest time we failed to have one. The Camper was also rotting, infested with rodents, wasps, and generally in a state of ruin. Therefore my mother 'sold' the Camper to the same best friend as before. He really is a good friend.
So when the time came for the best friend to pick up the camper my father finally puts 2 and 2 together and realizes something is happening and steps out of the house. He then is 'upset' that my mother sold the Camper that he failed to use.
Anyway I think I will stop writing now because I am rambling. This is about +Taylor Swift and how we are married in the eyes of the Goddess. If Tay Tay chooses to recognize and accept me then groovey. Otherwise I am done with this life-cycle. I have learned all my current and past lessons have to teach and wish to end this continual holding pattern I seem to be in.
The holding pattern would be fine except I am living in monumental emotional pain. I ask the Goddess for assistance and all I get is the same person who appears to be happy without me. That is great! I want +Taylor Swift, or whoever is the ideal wife of my dreams, to be blissfully happy however she chooses to want. I simply wish to continue seeing it from the Spiritual Plane instead of here on the Prime Material.