♥ 1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 7 ♥ 0 1 ♥ 0 2 ♥ Enlil'Daes ♥ Re: Epic’s Plan Just BACKFIRED…

By Bellular News

GoG, MS Store, Origin, and Steam all have been used by me. Epic Store? It has been installed, but has yet to inspire a want sufficient enough to purchase a game from their store.  Them buying off publishers for timed exclusivity inspires only an interest in them being the last marketplace visited by me.

Competition is always great for the consumer. Their proprietary games on their own fail to really be in the wheelhouse of my interests. Games such as Outer Worlds and Control and even Borderlands. Grand Theft Auto are more of a venue that interests me, instead of Epic Game's Fornite.  In the beginning that was the only reason for a Game Studios to contract another company to "sell" a new release.  The prospective publisher is already known for a certain genre of games.

Outside the signing bonus, the reasoning and logic behind tying their exclusivity with a publisher store outside the prospective game's market audience is beyond the understanding of mine. Yet the signing bonus is literally stupid, the developer should refuse to allow the publisher to dictate retail exclusivity. The developer's producers are the one who got the funding for the game to be made. All the publisher does is sell it.

A 'signing' bonus is a lump sum of money that will be dwarfed by the game's overall revenue. It is small thinking, like a vampire wanting to kill off the human race... where do they think their going to get their food? Does the writers, directors, and producers really think their audience lack the intelligence to ask this question? If anything, the last year has shown us that S.J.W.s are quickly loosing whatever credibility corporate executives mistakenly gave them. That seems the only logical and reasonable reasoning for S.J.W.s doubling down on being even mor ludicrous to a target audience, as is apparent to the distortion of mine.

♥ 1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 5 ♥ 1 0 ♥ 1 1 ♥ Lady'Daes ♥ FallOut VIIXVI Story/Quest/Solo/Single Player Assessment

Unfortunately FVIIXVI will probably end up being one of those predictable situations where, robot/recordings were only great in FIV because they were 'included' in many more quests with N.P.C. interactions that had multiple endings, think do I. Therefore, the recordings added depth to the world and the lack of interaction was easily forgiven, for those who consciously noticed the difference.

The primary problem as percieved by me, is that games from Bethesda Game Studios are renown for being interactive player'driven with multiple endings experiences. That is what their fans want when they play games from B.G.S..  How exactly can our choices effect the 'story' told when your just listening to a robot or 25 year old recordings {in'game story}, inquire do I…?…

For this game to be successful, a comprehensive & massive advertising campaign that attracts an abundantly new and different players of w completely different playstyle is necessary for ZeniMax and Bethesda Game Studios. In addition, Mr. Todd Howard, Mr. Pete Hines, and others need to ✋stop✋, spending so much time trying to placate their existing fan base.

At best, they will likely end up only playing it for one to three months, before returning to Skyrim and FallOut III, New Vegas, and/or FIV; think do I. At worse, B.G.S. & ZeniMax week be seen as 'lying' to their fans. {similar to Electronic Arts' self manifested problems}

Instead, start doing interviews and advertise on platforms frequented by gamers that like games that are closer to Minecraft, than FallOut IV. Their existing most of their current fans may, or may not, take a chance on this experimental game…


As a side tangent, "Holotapes" mean there is at least a holographic recording of the speaker, or even better a recording that replayed a recording in Virtual Reality for the played character. The gamer's experience can be just observing the V.R. recording as in FIII.

At best, they all will be similar in size to T.E.S.O. where the choices are limited in scope and endings, at worse they will be closer to reading diary entries that are without any impact on the world, think do I. However, being wrong would be wonderful, feel do I.

Star Wars: The Old Republic has shown that "storybook M.M.O.R.P.G." games with interacts player'driven quests, can be successful economically, think do I. It would have been 💯full of awe💯 if B.G.S. had chosen to venture into a game that is similar in mechanics to that; Yet uniquely different in genre and feel {As it works be FallOut}, believe do I.

♥ 1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 5 ♥ 0 6 ♥ 1 9 ♥ MarDuk'Daes ♥ Blizzard Nerfing All InGame Klasses with Global CoolDown

It's funny Blizzard has asked α testers to give the G.C.D. cataclysm a chance, to play with it on α for a bit before during an opinion. They should know that this will get a very negative reaction from most of even casual players. If it is something they are dead set on implementing, then they just need to accept the whining from players and ignore it… unless a specific issue was raised.

Given such communities such as Gnome Sequencer, Blizzard should just accept macros as a thing. It really is similar to the War on Drugs by DistrictofColumbia, meddling with the users is a waste of energy so long as they have so many buffs which exacerbates the desire for macros. 

They only last a short amount of time and some classes have so many the first but might be wearing off by the time you get to the end. Or, a gamer is suck missing whatever the signal is that some unique buff, or debuff, just prokked thus or damage is lower.

They solved this with fancy graphics for the talent buffs but the little ones, such as ones tied to our artifact weapons, or now armor, cab be missed. And Debbie are a whole separate can of worms. It has always been in the game, but they should avoid trying to directly melee with his gamers choose to cope… so long as they're not hacking/cheating.

If they really want to reduce macros then they should consolidate and eliminate most of the macros that exist. That would effectively negate the fundamental desire for macros. Then Overhaul what is left into an A.D.&D.ish system where they counters are simple and universal. By that I mean there would fail to be any of this world that are immune to interrupts.

Their current approaching of meddling with the G.C.D. is foolish if that is their main reason for it being implemented. Foolish because even the current Gnome Sequencer

1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 4 ♥ 0 8 ♥ 0 2 ♥ Dias Lady; Wish List to Solve Laments

Hollywood is quick to recycle old ideas; That includes owners of various video game franchises. There are five different franchises that are followed enthusiastically by me. Those milk bearing kow are Dragon Age, Elder Scrolls, Fallout, Mass Effect, Pillars of Eternity, and Star Wars: Knights of these Old Republic. {2}  Yet they often make the same mistake, and that is taking away player choice. The reason is always the same, the writers bitch and wine about being restricted in their story telling.

BioWare is by far the worse offender with both Mass Effect and Dragon Age. In both, the first game in the series starts off by giving you and abundance of points of origin for your protagonist. In addition, the characters that join your quest largely reflect one of several careers, which from the player is given the option to choose.

An example of the first point in Mass Effect, in M.E.2 the player is continuing the protagonist from M.E.1. That by default gives them a starting point to make the origins more unique, but aside from an email from you Mom, the Spacer is left with nothing. The WarHero only gets to hear in there the news that a no name planet, that fails to be an option to visit, wants to keep the statue they made of him.

BioWare went even farther in Dragon Age 2. In Dragon Age: Origins, you get to choose six different points of origin and three different species. The y are largely linked, so there are only the same numbers of allowed combinations. For instance, there fail to be any Dwarvhen magic users. Yet in D.A.2 they gave us one. BioWare seemed to have listened about that and returned to giving us different careers and species.

However, BioWare must have willfully ignored the players wish for them to return to a derivative of Mass Effect 1's career and skill system. Naturally we want to see something a little more advanced but they threw the tube or with the bath water.

Threat the Goddess abundantly and indomitably helps manifest a prayer of mine. That is that they stop being fools and treat what their customer wants with exceedingly higher priority than the writers and developers. Statists like to argue this axiom because it invalidates the supermajority of their entire religious belief system.

That axiom, is "…the customer is always right…" of course, anyone good at business, understands that the application of that axiom in today's society; is a great deal more complicated, because the supermajority of biological entities fail to know what they want. We think we do, but our profile changes so drastically and so quickly that, even the food we liked a decade ago may be different. Fortunately for food we eat it often enough to have an educated guess.

In addition, further complicating the application of the aforementioned axiom, is how our society and make religions fail to help any biological entity know the difference between want instead of need; or the difference between obsession, which is selfish, versus love and desire. There two different simply cuts for obsession that have been mentioned before by me.

Pray to the Goddess to help obfuscate all outside of the lady, and to abundantly and indomitably illuminate the truth, to you. That solution is free of any excess baggage to believe. It will work even if the self is full of doubt and disbelief.

The second solution, is to daydream about living with the issue; Envision using the object, or driving the car; Or envision living with what role in your life that you want filled by a person. And forget about focusing on any individual. Or spells only effect ourselves, and that is a good thing.

Desire the messages from the Goddess, it could all be a Divine test, and +Taylor Swift  really isn't, the I.W.o.M.D. That is why the focus is on manifesting the role I want someone to play in my life. That being a companion and partner for the as long as this mortal coil shelters me. The ideal being an Extraterrestrial Biological Entity?… that reciprocates me helping her the most choose to be happy. That is the mother of our children that we raise.


Following are a few wish list items that the Goddess will help me manifest through prayer… or the Goddess will help further the realization of the error, in visiting me.

Mass Effect: 

• Modernize the old combat, career, and skill mechanics in M.E.1, and use it in your spiffy looking Frostbyte 4 engine.
• Rewrite M.E. 3 to have Liara T'Soni secretly turn the Shadow Broker base into a new Ark as Apart of the Andromeda Initiative. See Here for further details.
• Let us continue as one of Sheppard's children in the Andromeda Galaxy, with Sheppard having also made the trip.
• Have Sheppard's nanite implants extern his life span to match that of Liara T'Soni.  Cerberus already essentially made him biosynthetic entity, given the description illustrated by the video of resurrecting the Commander.
• Considering what the civilization in the Milky Way is up against, one is left to question Sheppard's sanity for staying in the Milky Way in M.E. 3. Duty and Honor is all fine and good, but even the Japanese have given up committing Seppuku. {Ritualistic Suicide}
• Disown most of M.E. 3 or flat out retake it to addict the ideas mentioned in this and the previous post.

Dragon Age:

• Reverse the "shit on Anora Mac Tir parade" they have going.
• The Warden Commander abhor the idea of leaving his Queen for prolonged periods of time.
• In addition, reality bending majik is so prevalent and accepted, that there should be viable solutions that any commoner could pay to have their fertility enhanced, let alone the Queen of Ferelden.
• Bring Anora in as a closet apostate for her class, in D.A.4. She was disposed of as Queen for one reason or another, depending on the players choices.

Elder Scrolls:

• In a new game, continue the storyline of my character getting married to the Serana and Valerika, and having vampire children. And creating a good or bad Sunday based on players choices. Vampyrism is already treated as a majikal disease and thus would fail to effect, at all, fertility.
• In this proposed game and/or the one already in development, also have choices in Dragon13orn questline, significantly alter the story that is experienced.
• Set up something like BioWare's Dragon Age Keep that lets players change their characters history in new games.
• Let choices made in the stand alone games significantly alter the story the player experiences in T.E.S.O.

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Mayan Date: 13♥00♥00♥17♥08

Wednesday,

I awoke around 07:30, looking at a clock failed to be a high priority.

I updated some tasks on Taylor Alison Swift's, and my, GoT: Ascent characters. 

Then I watched last night's s09e09 of Supernatural "Holy Terror".  I think the writers should have kept Kevin, the prophet, alive;  Letting him get assasinated by Godzillel is wrong.

Sam and Dean should begin to build something 'good' with the bunker as home.  The place is supposed to be a small underground city/sanctuary instead of a bachelor pad.

After nine seasons Sam and Dean should have more than a couple groupies.  Especially with 'God' putting their story out on the internet.  Their story is popular in our Prime Material.  Thus their Prime material's publik should love it too.

Now I am taking a mid day nap.  I want to overcome this depressive imbalance I'm currently feeling.

I am leaving my door open to let Ariel Miss Scarlett {mb Tay Tay} sleep in bed with me.

Be well

… 18:50 …

The map was rather poor, woke up two hours later with only this post to show for it.

Leaving the door open was a mistake.  Ariel does not quiet down fast enough.

I watched a couple episodes of Haven's latest season and am caught up now… just in time for their Winter Solstice rerun break.

I think Mr. Stephen King should stay away from Audrey's past unlike he is in this fourth season.  He is explaining too much too quickly.

Better would have William be a different Haven's 'Audrey'.  I mean as in another town somewhere else with a different name but same 'troubles'.  And 'William' did end up killing the woman he loved.  Say it was an accident but…

However such a character does not exist.  It is as if Mr. King is wanting to end the television show and 'wrap up' the story.  I hope that i am wrong.

I think I will be giving the second G.o.T.:A. toon to Tay Tay soon.  I have been feeling different thoughts lately… or its all just a goblin {thoughts of doubt and other Dark Side feelings of the frequency of Light.}

Such energies are Dark/Light based on what frequencies our brain emits when focusing on a feeling;  Therefore, what half of the spectrum of Light they fall means they are light or dark.  As a 'sunspot' on Sol still emits light, just less than the surrounding surface;  Therefore sunspots are 'perceived' as dark.

I wonder what I am getting out of this.  However, is this journal being publik, indirectly or directly helps someone else make the choice to be halpy then that is awesome.

Keeping this journal is just somewhat humbling.  Or maybe it will help a future more experienced version of me with something(s).

I did the dishes today. This is big because my depression related apathy knows no bounds.  However, I someone has to help my mother and my father's chauvanistic attitude about what is 'proper' keeps him paralized.

I pray that the current attitude of my father's:  That the two people with Rheumatoid Arthritis in the family should do all the house work…  comes to a screeching halt and 180 degrees turn around.

I believe that I know what is driving my Dad to act this way;  It ties into how he acts in other ways.  He is entirely too concerned with what is 'proper' or propriety in general.

I wish this is one 'trait' that inheritance fails to pass on to me.  I want to avoid acting this way towards my Ideal Wife {mb Tay Tay} or our thirteen children.

I find it interesting that most of the character traits my father complains about in me, comes from him.  Yet he remains oblivious to where I get it from.

Most of the time I compel myself to change the traits my Father mentions because I have little use for them either.  They fail to help me with the choice to be happy in variety of ways.

Thank you for sharing your time and Force.  Be Well.

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Tuesday, 13♥00♥00♥17♥07

Someone said that if you repeat yourself three times, it becomes a habit.  That may explain why I am typing this journal entry now instead of skipping a day. 

I got going this morning on time.  However, my parents {who like to drive me to Spokane and back} namely my father likes to complain.  When there is nothing to complain about he invents one.  Like me suddenly being 'late' when I was 5 min early.

So today started with me ignoring my father half the trip.  Why waste my time and lower my frequency just to play an angry verbal sparing game.  A game I never like to win because then he just invents something else and the emotion from before continues unabated… So no, I'll just be quiet and think happy thoughts and meditate.

While writing more on my first novel.

My trick of ignoring father only partially because he tries getting under my skin by telling me what to do.  Suddenly I am expected to shut the laptop off five minutes before we reach any destination…

I soo dream of expanding my iPhone into an Ipad. 😒

So we get yo the appointment so early the doctor sees me an hour early…. 'cause I was soooo super late?  Rhetorical question.

I logged onto the Game of Thrones: Ascent long enough to further todays daily reward, and set a few of the hour long timers going again.

I am reincarnating two characters to open up all the fealty buildings for both toons.

The second toon is for my Ideal Wife {mb Taylor Alison Swift} to play on the game, with me.  It is fun but running two toons is too intensive for what it is worth to me.

We got home at around 16:30.  Our Britney Spaniel, Ariel Miss Scarlett, is absolutely and abundantly joyful and happy to see her pack return.  Showering me and mom with doggy kisses.

I saw a few women I definitely would go out with if the opportunity presented itself.  I saw a blonde at Yokes in Pasco, and she blanked my mind for a second.

Yes, I percieve the Goddess as having shown that Tay Tay is my Ideal Wife. That has zero to do with appreciating beauty, or the fact that sometimes I am wrong.  I desperately 'want' to be wrong about Her because all she seems to do is ignore me.

I am far from mad, or any other negative emotion, about that.  If Tay Tay truly does reject my romantic interest in her then that is her choice.  Stalking her or being boligerent would be selfish of me and have the opposite effect of what I want.

I do refuse to take silence as an answer, however, I live my own life and pray.  Loving someone means supporting whatever decisions they make in life, even if I perceive it as hurting me…

Though, I do believe that for them to make that decision means they are disharmonious from being 'Ideal' in any ways.

I spell for the Goddess to help me know what is true…  to control, direct, help, inspire, and motivate me to be the Ideal Husband to the Ideal Wife and Ideal Family that I want.  I spell for the Goddess to help me move on and past Tay Tay, and onto my Ideal Wife.

Hence, why I feel Tay Tay is… or 'will be' my Ideal.  Here is where people say I am crazy though.  I am through waiting though and will force my slirit to vacate this mortal coil.

Hell is a myth… part of the matrix created by the District of Columbia, meant to keep souls here even if they are 'living in hell'. Only the self can damn thy own self.  The Goddess loves all withought condition.

After almost 39 years of abundant pain and misery, I have reached the end.  I have found a way out of it.  I have been, am, and will always be healing my psyche from whatever past life trauma caused this episode.  I think our psyche are always heing damaged by life itself.

As our own body regenerates to replace cells that die off.  Life is constantly damaging our mortal coils too, and so too must we 'heal' our psyche.  By being positive, law of attraction, and most importantly believing and having faith in the Goddess.  Any religion 'can' serve this function.

I have been imagining a spiritual path, religion, that helps the aggregate the most to choose to be happy… to choose to heal their psyche.