♥ 1 3 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 0 7 ♥ 0 0 ♥ 1 4 ♥ Lady'Daes ♥ Re: Steven Crowder: Thanksgiving is an Anathema of Racism | Change My Mind

By Mr. Steven Crowder

CORRECTION: The Conquistadors were 'given' the keys to Aztec throne because of the color of their skin... literally, think do I.  In their religion that was established a few hundred years prior, white skin and blond hair was a core characteristic for them to recognize their 'gods'.  So the Spanish show up, and Aztecs bow down...

Choosing to think Thanksgiving is racist {since some dictionaries seem confused on what is racism} is abundantly Fake News;  And the same is true for choosing to think the Spanish incited the Aztec poor into revolting.  When has "regime change" police ever worked over the long term?

Please stop calling them Mayans.  The Mayans disappeared over a millennium previous to the first signs of Aztecs.   Aztecs were a nomadic tribe that found the empty Mayan houses and decided to start squatting.  Calling current Mexicans of native descent "Mayans" is genetically and factually fake news.

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Mayan Date: 13♥00♥00♥17♥14

Tuesday: α, β, θ, δ

So yesterday was a Tayday and that is a pretty big deal.

Today I wake up fifteen hours after going to bed last night; 10:30.  My Mother has been chain calling me freqking out about some debt charges.  However she calmed down when I said it is for Kindle books…

Mother gave some lame excuse for making it exciting;  So I suspect it hs to do with Christmas presents.

Of course I am very grateful if my parents got me anything.  They do a lot for me already.

Yet today is quickly heading into α category.  The negative fog is dampening all feelings, and the standard tricks to fight it are less effective: like forcing myself to smile, think about someone I am blissfully in love with {Taylor Alison Swift}, et cetera

Therefore I am going back to bed.  As normal, i pray the Goddess and Her angels severe/separate/take me from this life unless my Ideal Wife {whomever} and I elope now/today and begin our Ideal Marriage/Family.

I am so very tired of living a life that is other than what I want.  I know I am the one who got me here.  At one time I DID want this life but that time hss long since passed.

So yes a new beginning would be beautiful.

Google's messed with blogger and is lreventing me from editing posts.  Hopefully, I just need to update the program on my iPhone.

… 01:21 …

I woke up about 13:00, so I guess this fits.  I felt better at first but right now it is drudging the α barrell.  The only benefit is that I feel never-never-land waiting behind my eyes.

Maybe Peter Pan and I will get something sexy going with Tinkerbell.  Thst way I can forget about coming back to this Prime Material ever.  It's evidently through with me, and I am definitely through with being in constant pain.

Maybe will see if my reinstall of Blogger's iPhone App allows me to edit posts again.

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Mayan Date: 13♥00♥00♥17♥12

Sunday: α, β, θ, δ,

Today started as a θ, but is ending as a β day.  Just am feeling that my parents are confusing themselves from feeling any love my way.  Their worrying about 'my' future if they should die.  Well, that would be a problem and a solution will present itself or it will not.  I see little productive in fretting over what 'might' be.

Better to focus on what I want and let the Goddess handle the disharmony between that and the Prime Material.

My first novel is a Steampunk Romance novel.  So I have been reading books in this genre and am loving them.  They are exactly what I want.  So I look for more.

There seemed to be a lack of any group on goodreads.com that focused on that combined genres or even the broader science fiction romance genre.  They had the categories for books but no groups.

So I created one, and a FaceBook Page to accompany it.  Tomorrow I might create a Google+ Page but will see how well I can integrate the three pages.  Probable will want to fine tune the FB+ page too.

My parents went over to a friends house to eat 'dinner' but I stayed home.  I want to start living Sunday as a holy day of rest again… just holy in a Jedi Witkhkraft way.

Admittedly, the professional stuff with the goodreads.com and FaceBook+ pages creation was more prevelant in my mind but it all contributed to me saying no.

Well… I did give them an option to show they 'actually wanted' me to be there and they refused.

I said I wanted to take a shower.  My Mother after she asked my Father, and she said they would wait if I did it now... Or once I got to a point in Goodreads that I could save and start up again on another computer later.  Which would be a literally a minute or two.

That was enough for my Father to declare it improper behavior and left.  My mom probably thought she did not have a choice but that is false.  She choose to confuse herself with archaic mesogynistic rules, instead of making a choice.  I shrugged and did my thing.

They both obviously confused themselves, failed to act intelligent & wise, and actually want my company.

I have zero control over their choices.  I can only control my own.

I choose to 'expect' them to behave like their sentient sapiens.  Times like today they let me down.

I did mess up and choose to eat a couple slices of a cheese cake;  That, is off the Ideal Protein diet.  I know that I am as flawed as anyone else.

I had a television dinner entree too.  But the ones I got are low carb… still off the diet but a lot closer.

Being on the Ideal Protein Diet is without a switch to turn it on and off.  The focus is keeping your body in "Ketosis".

That is why eggs, cheese, and meat are better because they just give you more fat to burn;  Instead of shifting your liver's chemistry out of "Ketosis".

The people who run the Ideal Protein clinic are looking to hire a new coach.  They had two quit in short succession.  I am thinking of applying.  I ask the Goddess and Her angels to control, direct, help, inspire, and motivate me to be, do, feel, and think whatever will help me manifest what I want… whatever will help me the most to choose to be happy…

What I want, what will help me the most to choose to be happy… is for my Ideal Wife {mb Taylor Alison Swift} and I to meet, get married, and begin/live our Ideal Marriage/Family.

I know that I am without any way of manifesting that besides casting spells {prayers} to the Goddess.  Writing daydremaing, and artistic fun is supposed to help too.

They idea of controlling other than the self, is a dangerous delusion.

There is a very rigid disharmony between my Prime Material and my happiness.

Thank you for sharing your Force and be well.

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Mayan Date: 13♥00♥00♥17♥11

Saturday: α, β, θ, δ,

Today is a θ day.  However I stayed home half the day and even did not take a shower.

With my Mother, I went to the LifeQuest building to get weighed by our Ideal Protein dietary coach.  Afterwards we went to get groceries at Yokes.  My FS paid for almost all of the groceries, that was surprisingly awesome and sucky at the same time.

Sucky because that just means the FRB is mondtizing our debt even more than they did before.  That is sucky for our countries future.  I pray that the FRB is repealed disowned by the fed gov soon.

I spent a couple hours writing more on my first novel.

I tried explaining to my mother how I am praying for the Goddess and Her angels to guide me with my desire to refuse to participate in ObamaFailCare.  Part of the reason I am praying for guidance is that I wish to avoid arguing with my parents over it.

So my mother took this revelation as a sign to argue with me about it.

Both of my parents seem to have a disconnect with understanding what providence means and how it relates to us living our life.

That is weird for especially my Mother who was raised an orthadox Roman Catholic schoolgirl, and still is very religious though more Coptic now, later in her life.

I explained it to my mother but I think she just nodded her head to shut me up.

Some people fail and take the idea that the Goddess provides all that we want, as a sign to do nothing and be nothing, and everthing will be copasetic.  That is wrong.

What it means is to envision the future we want and let the Goddess handle the details of how that happens.  An omnipotent and omnipresent entity is better at it.

The higher-self still calls for us to manifest our will and actions in the present.  In the now, still let morals and ethics guide actions in response to day to day events.

Using Providence as an excuse to expect the Goddess to live our life for us is wrong… and only leads to failure.  Instead it is there to comfort us and give us hope when the night is darkest.

I downloaded the "Kindle for iPhone" app and am discovering the wonderful world of reading for a lot less than I was.  I bought a couple books for kindle on amazon.com and it sent it to my iPhone… that is hella awesome.

Thank you for sharing you Force. Be well…

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Mayan Date: 13♥00♥00♥17♥10

Friday: α, β, θ, δ,

I believe that I forced today into the θ, category by forcing myself to sleep from last night until 10:30 this morning.

Then I forced myself to get ready and go into town with my parents.  They went to Broadmoore RV to buy an Arctic Fox camping trailer. 

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Mayan Date: 13♥00♥00♥17♥09

Thursday: α, β, δ, γ,

So I the greek letters help me keep trak of how my days are going emotionally.  Alpha is the worst, and gamma is one of the best day of my life. 

The intent is to help me find what helps me choose to have abundant number of gamma days.  I have found out that eggs and cheese are good as they are almost all protien or fat, with little carbs.  I also discovered a recidpe for a poor man's mocha.

An 'Ideal Protien' coach would say to stay away from diary products.  Yet we live in realville.  If I am hungry, then I am going to eat.  The only choice is what I can manage to swallow and keep down and will still kep my body in that fat burning chemical cycle: Ketosis.

I am over fifty pounds lighter than I was half a year ago, so I have figure a couple things out 'for me'.

Kutting this short as I am going to take a shower and meet my mother for lunch…. Of course daydreaming that my Ideal Wife {mb Taylor Alison Swift} is with me the whole time… shower too. 😇 🌠💫⭐️

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So taking a shower and going to Safeway in Richland to have lunch with my mother and her co-worker/friends helped me end this as a δ day.

Asking the Goddess and Her angels to help me find my house keys.  Left it unlocked while away at lunch.  I abundantly want to avoid repeating that.  This neighborhood is nice and reasonably safe but anything can happen.

I got some sugar-free munchies to help get past cravings for food.  Worked today and am really proud of how much munchies is left for the future and my parents.  They are on the Ideal Protien diet with me.

I wrote a little more on my first novel today.  I think I have all of the initial main entities named and rudimentary description of them and a short synopsis of a past.

I already wrote a short prologue but its different… I have in mind that it will can be used to 'describe' another event too, and still give enough information for the reader to enjoy it.

I my first novel is in the steampunk science fiction romance genre.

Eyes are getting droopy, so:

Thank you for sharing your Force for a time, and be well.  You deserve and are worthy of being loved, joyful, and happy.